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you still insist on calling it a bridge despite numerous times that i've said it's not a bridge?

Sorry, Port*, it's not a bridge. Sorry about that. And Killer you are absolutely right. This was the first server I have ever played on. I usually just play single player hardcore mode. So it was indeed a learning experience. You are right, no server wants this kind of behavior.

I don't think "once a griefer always a griefer is true. I made a mistake, and by your logic, I assume you have never griefed someone? EVER!? If you haven't ever griefed someone ever, then I have to admit you are amazing. Though I'm sure you have griefed someone at least once, maybe not on this server, but I'm sure somewhere. I have learned something new, what I have learned has nothing to do with the grief, it has to do with what took place before I griefed. I mentioned it, the anger, and the drama.

I am not a mad dog, nor am I trolling. I made a mistake.

1.) First server I have ever played on.
  a.) Playing with people is different from playing alone. I am learning a lot. This was the most important lesson I will ever learn, respect other players all the time no matter what, and NEVER let my temper get to the point to where I grief.

2.) I am staying committed to showing you that I recognize the mistake I made, and I won't let it happen again.

3.) Why would I grief again? I know not only that I will get caught due to the safeties put in place by the owner, but on top of that, I would get banned again. I would not attempt to talk in the forums if I didn't know that i made a huge mistake that I regret, and if I also were going to do the same thing all over again.

4.) The essay, was another huge mistake I made when I got banned. I was angry. And I said a lot of things that just simply were not true, which is why i removed it. I was on this slippery slope of anger, of which I will not return too. I regret my actions tremendously.

Finally, do any of these things warrant you letting me back in? The answer is probably no. But if you did let me back in, I would be a much better player than I was before, not griefing, not getting angry, because I know how to better conduct myself. I can do this, please give me a second chance.

Dankey, your apology may have been accepted if it wasnt for your angry rant yesterday. FYI, i have no spare money and have never been able to donate to the server, but I am still treated with respect. I dont know where you got the idea that the whole server was about money, and I agree with Alec, a formal apology should not be telling the life lessons you have learned, any one on this server should already have learned these. Im sorry, but after your extremely immature reaction yesterday, I dont think this apology is enough to get you a ticket back on.

Keeping your anger in check on a minecraft server is very different from keeping your anger in check on XBOX live or some other MMO game, such as WoW. You can troll, and say whatever you want, with little or no respect for others. I have learned bad habits from other games. In real life, I know not to steal or destroy property because I HAVE learned not to get angry. I underestimated the amount of respect I should have for people on this server, and underestimated how upset someone could make me so quickly. I have learned the life lesson long ago, I broke a window in the first grade and my mom called the cops and they told me that I was going to have to go to jail. Then they let me and my brother go with a warning. That scared the shit out of me and I never destroyed another piece of anyone property in real life after that. This is like that. Except under extremely different circumstances. I should not have got angry, and I should have maintained a respect for musikmaker88. I agree learning how to deal wit anger problems is very elementary.  Over the internet though, people can do or say, or act anyway they want without the same variables in place such as in real life.  I made the mistake of letting musikmaker88 get under my skin. That wont happen again.

Make no mistake, I am not trying to Justify what I have done! There is no justification. I understand the severity of what I have done. And am willing to work to make things right again.